The day seemed like it was another one of those days were I needed to lay low, be kind, and go way out of my way to make sure he was going to maintain his happiness. spend my money on him if wanted something. I did that!!! ALL of that!
I asked him that late afternoon if he would help get my leg up on the bench so my legs would not swell anymore then they already had. I caught his facial expression out of the corner of my eye and I thought oh no, here it comes, I said please be careful and he grabbed my legged and lifted it but bent my knee outward. I started crying and I told him he hurt me and to get away. HOW MUCH MORE?
I am really beginning to have very unkind thoughts about him. I do not want to be around him ever anymore. but I feel stuck..... I to move to a place that has a bigger bathroom that I can take care of my needs. He has to help me with my needs now otherwise I would have his butt put on Jail. Do not break my body anymore you broke my hard in to enough little pieces. Then what really bothers me is I am an idiot cause I believe he will not do it again...... IDOIT!!!!!!
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