I really work hard at having a good name in the community. I do lie, I can be brutality honest at times. so brutal it my hurt. I try to MAKE people like me.
I never am heard, , they think they know what I want, or what is good for me---- BUT... really??!!!! how do you know, when I cannot figure it out myself. It really pisses me off. I would like this they give me that, or you will not like this, but you will this???? NO!!! GIVE ME A BREAK!! I am me, Heidi. I will reach for the stars and get a star. I want to sing I will sing. do ra me!
I am be loud but my voice is quiet. no one can hear me. or they pretend not to. Is it about the power? or is it about a roll I am in "help me Help me please take care of me" I pray to God not.
Please understand my shelf is just going to be collecting dust soonI refuse to keep reaching and never getting what I need or want.
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