Saturday, February 13, 2016

It is not the quanity of friends it is the quality of friends.......

I always wished I was in the popular group in school. they seem to have so much fun. laughing all the time. talking about all the things they did the last weekend and what they plan to do for the upcoming weekend. they were good at sports. the teachers all liked them. thy all got good grades. WHY? what the heck was wrong with me. there were no train tracks to born on the wrong side of. I know my family life was not really great. and that was saying it nicely. I hated my childhood. my Mother was pure rotten and my Father, well, he is totally a different story. To this day my siblings and I do not speak and some of them actually hate me. another question of why? Anyhow.... what really saved my life was my friends. they let me cry on their shoulder. hide out in their room when it was not safe to go home. and now as I am an adult I find they are way more important than any relationship I could have. My ex lied to my our whole time together. YEAH... NO KIDDING!!!! but my best girlfriend would never think to do that. she tells me when to buck up. breathe, stop being a baby. We cry together, but we always have each others back. no matter rain or shine. I love my friend..... LeAnn!!!! I would never trade you in for the world. we have gone through Cancer, fights, jobs..... everything, I do not need to have 575 friends on facebook all I need is 1 LeAnn. Thank you God for blessing me with her. I need you more than you will ever know.

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  1. Tears. Yes I think we all feel that way sometimes, you are brave enough to put your feelings into words. You also know what matters in the long run- in real life. Honesty, caring for others, and laughter. You are a friend that everyone should have. what's wrong with people? Love, friends forever, Kump <3

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